Thursday, February 18, 2010

Lately it's been hard to breathe..

but maybe if I take it slow,it would work better. Breathe in* breathe out.
Crying is not part of the plan. Neither is wallowing in misery.
Eating? A HUNDRED AND ONE FUCKING PERCENT YEAH.

But then the little voice in my head goes "TOO FAT TOO FAT STARVE YOURSELF." to which I respond "To hell with." I'm suffering major emotional issues,the least I deserve is packet of M&Ms..or two. ( at the moment,I could even blame in on my ongoing period cravings. Oh yeah,I'm cunning like that.)


No..But I might feel guilty later on and then,I'll feel so horrible and fat and disgusting and convince myself that I am destined to a life without self control.
Back to square one : wallowing in misery.




Welcome to my life.

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